Your superior left you in-charge. The fort is like your life and you have to protect it no matter what. Many thoughts are rushing through your mind as you stand in your post. Thoughts like what can happen to you if the enemies are going to attack and will you be able to survive. However, such thoughts only leave you wanting to be somewhere else. But you can't. Your father dedicated his and your life for your current position. You can't let him down and be a coward. So you stood stronger. Then again, when it's already time to leave, it was not your will but the locked doors that kept you from leaving. So you made a choice once more to escape the place.
October 20, 2016